Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Maaf saya memang mengecewakan.

Sem 4

Sangat-sangat dissapointed to myself, and felt sorry to me. Poor hakim, you always have this bad fortune yourself. You have studied hard enough that most of the time spent on the notes and past years questions. But still it pay the price off. Another thing you missed. Study smart, which i believe you are not much capable in that. You are tend to rely on the other people to teach you this and that at the very last seconds before you enter the examinations hall. Here it goes now. You will feel that this semester flew away just in a snap of a finger, but in a hectic way. You will feel that those questions that you answered is always wrong; and you are relieved when your friend said that it was tough either. You always said to yourself that you know the answer for those questions, but you are not really memorized the real answers well enough. and the you regretting and you really wish that you are well-build and memorized all those fucking facts enough. The sad part is that you are working so hard into this thing that your eyeballs are red and having eyebags due to 1 hour of hell of a sleep. you are memorized so hard that you write the same notes all over again while the others just highlighting the words they wanna read. Lastly, it ended up badly fellas. I dont know what happened in this sem that everything seems to be like droppping down so much that i feel so tensed every time they mentioning about exams. Aww, snap!

After reading, you must be thinking i am a total loser and such a douche bag. I bet you are, peeps! I am totally out of my holiday mood. Thanks to you, Mr Fourth Sem for being such a NICE period of time to me.


3 comments:

  1. don't worry. everything will be fine. you still got two semester ahead. see? there is always a chance. don't ever give up. believe in yourself that you can do it. always remember, once you've failed, that doesn't make you a quitter right? you always got all your friends and family behind that will always be there for you. if you need me, anything, nak study sekali or tolong anything, you know how to find me. maybe all of us got their own way now, but i guess i missed the old six. anyway, anything just text me or ring me okayy. remember, belive you can do it, :)

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  2. Thanks a lot duya for the advice. I know i'll always having you guys besides me,and i appreciates it. its true that we all have our own directions now but it doesnt means that old friends meant to be forgotten right? Lepas ni habis la korang kena kacau dgn kitorang kan haha :P

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  3. yup. i wanna thing to be the way it was. i read memek's blog earlier about the time we spent together like before. pape pun you guys tetap my best bud. :)

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