Pisah

"Memek, kalau kau dapat masuk USM, janganlah lupa kat kitorang kt Skudai nti ye..."

ayat piluku bergema dalam bergetaran. Getar yang sukar untuk dibendung.

Memek hanya terdiam bisu mendengarkan lafazku itu. Hanya lantai yang mampu direnung ketika itu.

selepas memasukkan bagasi Memek yang tak seberapa banyak itu, aku memandangnya.

aku lihat wajahnya yang sugul, seolah-olah meronta untuk pulang ke bilik asramanya kembali.

Namun apakan daya, permohonan USM mengatasi segalanya.

Aku tak mampu memandang tepat ke matanya.

"Memek, apa-apa nanti jgn lupa contact tau. Jangan lost contact pulak..."

Seulas senyuman kucuba ukirkan bagi menyembunyikan kepahitan.

Mataku hampir berkaca. Namun egoku membatasi semua itu.

"Okay, facebook kan ade.." ucap Memek, cuba memberikan reaksi.

Aku berlalu, melangkah jauh daripada teksi itu. Langkahku lesu tidak bermaya.

"Dengan siapalah nak aku kutuk lepas Memek takde?" bentak hatiku.................

Every starting point has its endings.
Same goes to our studies.
and our time together.
and our laughing moments
and our hard times.


Its all start and ends eventually.


*sambil airmata berlinangan di mataku*

Slower, please.

I always wish for a slower time.
As if like there is one hour in the whole 60 seconds we're in now.
Its just, for the sake of my beauty sleep.
and for the sake of hormonal balancing too.
dull and troubled skin comes from lack of sleeping, you knoww ;)

Penyakit.

Saya ade penyakit.
Penyakit yang bagi effect kat saya.
Saya tak suka penyakit ini.
Saya rasa diri saya buruk sangat dengan adanya penyakit ni.
*ini bukan penyakit angau, or anything tau*


Tapi saya berfikir sejenak,
mungkin tuhan nak memberikan sesuatu petunjuk kepada saya.
Mungkin Dia nak igtkan saya supaya solat selalu.
Maybe Dia taknak saya menyalahgunakan anggota badan saya untuk tujuan buruk.
dan maybe Dia nak saya pelihara diri saya sebaiknya.
Dan semestinya Dia ada planning yang terbaik untuk saya 


*Hanya mampu berserah kepada tuhan*

Scent

One of the things that makes me a racist : 


---->  Because of their smell.


Let me tell you guys a story.
I was on my way to sunway taking a feeder bus to go there, where an indian woman sit next to me.
I have no problem with her and the racist thingy doesnt arouse at all.
... Until, there's a bunch of indian men came inside the full seated bus, and standing besides us.
 I think they are coming back from work, i guess, since it's already 6.30 pm at that time.
Those guys are mostly sweaty and exhausted and clinging to the pole near us.
And before you know it, their armpits are well-exposed and there you go!


*Ambi Pur commercial break comes in*


That poor indian woman was reading her novel
and suddenly, she herself waving her hand to her nose. *bad smell sign*
then, she reaching something from her handbag,
and got a tissue covered up her nose.


What i was doing then?
I'm just so lucky that i sat besides the window
and i just facing the window along the way,
acting like nothing happens,
*but I was holding my breath actualy*
You know how bad an Indian guy's smell can be.


Phewwwww~

Omo Omo

Study is said to be effective when :


#1 It is accompanied by a laptop which you are going to use it as an internet online source.
#2 You making a notes and only read and memorized it on your bed before sleep.
#3 Wake up 2 hours at least before exams and work it out like hell.


That's what I'm doing.


Relax laa.. Wat lek wat cool je ;)

Wow

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Pengurusan Hartanah
Environmental Engineering
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Bacelor Sains dan Teknologi Alam Sekitar
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