Part Two

memek : hakim ko da bace da blog D?
akim : hmm? die update blog ke?
memek : yep la..g la bace..
akim : psal ape blog die?cm lain mcm je..
memek : pasal the six.bace la..ade pasal ko gak..
akim : huh? lagi suspen kot...


dgn segera aku bkk blog itu..mcm ade pape je yg die post kat blog..
hmm. the six. ok..pasal kami berenam...hmm


i am speechless. i am silent at the moment.
i am embarassed. i am.ugghh hard to tell these emotions.
reallyy...


i wish this blog have another good service which enable their user to hide their posts from being read from a particular someone. i hate to letting you know all of this. and i hate for making me or the other party getting upset or offended of my wordddsss. im so over it.


psssttttt..i think she had read those posts (whispering). and she is most probably had read all of the stupid things i had wrote earlier. darn! now she had responded. and i am all in one screaming-regretting-laughing at the same time for what i had done.haha


its a wrong and lame for still keep on look at something in interest. in the unconcious way i mean. still until now. i hate to look at someone that had took off by anyone else. but once i looked at it, im HAPPY. she's still smiling at me, miraculously. sorry if any disturbances are coming from me :P


im sorry if not having even a glance when u came up to our table, asking about aljabar or bahan.im just afraid that your lovely ones (besides you during that seconds) will get mad at me because i gave u cheerful winkwink or smile or anything possible.i know its sounds like a silly excuse to make.but thats one of the big reason.


continue from the previous2 posts.


now she is having a better life.
with someone that she really love and ever dreamed of
although she is missing those old memories,
still, she will be choosing this life instead of the previous one.
some people change, some people don't .
i hope she is the second one.
i hope she is the old E she used to be.


hey, if someone read this post, tell her i am missing HER! emm i mean im missing all the six! :) im missing talking to you eventhough you saw i am sorta running away from meeting your eyes.haha :)


thats why i hate memories.
especially when memories never fade.
because i saw pain in it.
and it keeps following me.


p/s : you are not a jerk.and i dont get your points are.
if you referring to an all-time jerk, its me :)