i like the western way of life

Deep inside me, actually i admire the parenthood skill inside the westerns.

they are likely to have such an open minded way, and they treated their children just like their own best friends. they are not controlling over their son / daughter, and let them lead their own life. those parents are just exposing the real life situations to them, the skills how to manage this and that, and full support and advice that never ends. As simple as that. And i just love to in that way. I hate the controllers. It will just make me down and finally wanna get the hell out of this crap, and that will make thing goes worse. I know that it is just rude to say this, but i hate to be in prison of instructions and all. 

It is not that i am hating my parent by having this controlling issue, but then it is not working for me. It will just make me feeling down and stressed the hell out of me. Dad, please be good to me and respect  me for who i am, for what i am gonna do, and the most important thing is, i am big enough for you to nagging, and tell me to do this and that, also i am sick of being mad and cursing at. I am done with this.

For those who read this, say what you want, i am soo over it. and i am just letting this go in this blog, and i am not saying this, my whole emotions to him until the time come. you are not me in this situations, and you are not feeling the way i felt. JUDGE ME :)