LIKE IT

suddenly i was into this thing

1) drama

2) television

3) reading people's stories (blogs and all)

4) love novels

5) romantic muvees

6) vampire stories

its hard to avoid it these days.especially when it comes to romantic thingy, no matter if it is in form of novels, tv series or muvies.i dont know why.

sometimes i felt that it is coming deep inside me and as if it is like im playing the role as the couple who were in love.pfft.

but it is soo never happened to me.im not meant to be love by anybody .

its enuff for those sweet and the hardest time i'd done through this issue

its a wonderland yet a hell for me

but deep, deep inside this heart..

it always meant to be filled with the one

who care about me

wo willingly to do anything for me

and risk themselves to go through fire with me.

but yet its hard to find one like that these days.

i wanna be like bella swan in twilight

whom being loved by two person in a time.

and willingly to risk their whole life for that damn biatch.

if i were in her shoe, it was a grattitude and such an honour huh

but yet she is in a big, serious dilemma

whether to choose edward instead of jacob, or the other way round.

whooaa its a nightmare too huh.

she afraid to loose anybody and she need both of them in her life.

is it just one of a kind of story in this life?

or they are maaanny of the damn triangle love around the globe?

::::: work work work...penat okay :(