::: scanning for the one called friend :::

my only wish is
never ever let this thing to take part in my whole life
i will try my best to hold our friendship
TILL THE END
till the sky is going down
till the ocean run out
and till the day i die

yeah there will always problems come to us
but as long as we

unite

be together as one

understand each other

and
go through thick and thin
it will be easy for us to sail our friendship boat

ive been thinking that
running away would be easy if we have crisis with them
but it will not last forever
it will not settle up our problem and crisis
face to face
and slow talk are the best way i can think right now
but im in a mess

reaaaalll mess

i couldnt face them, or maybe her
urgh whts wrong with u hakim?
still dont get the clue to all these feelings
mixed up emotion maybe
1) maybe im feeling way guilty than i was used to be
2) maybe i cannot be the one who called 'friend' to them
3) maybe i cannot behave to the better hakim and still stick to the old person

friendship is all about sharing
and go through thick and thin TOGETHER

its all about UNDERSTANDING each others feeling
and definitely works in BOTH WAYS
we should be thinking of others
and not only thinking about ourselves.
thats it.

SO i want us to take a break first
take your time
inhale to your deepest
and make everything in front of u in a clarity
i mean both of us
it will works better i guess
and then we will figure the best way we can do
to fix up these mess


miss my old times