HELPLESS

hey its finals tomorrow and i dont have any clues to do the best for it
3 days to memorize every single of those words
uhh..its like a powerful mind torture to me
i've been thinking like
oh man, when all this craps will gone?
im helpless to get myself out of this cage
a cage that made up of tonnes of crisis and problems
hey its finals and everything just like blaming me out of nowhere
why it is getting to be so difficult when it comes to the finals?
with those friendship thing
plus, a family problem
whoa.. its a great package huh!
but thanks to them
slowly, i can mirror myself into its actual form
i realize the weakness that appeared deep from
the way i talk, i spoke, and the way i socialize around this circle
hahaha
what a shame, hakim.
u simply annoying people as you are.
u know how to make people hating you
and the thing is
how should i plot a journey to ask for their forgiveness?
i afraid tht they will never forgive me for all my wrongdoings
i'd hurting them a lot
and i wanna stop the wound from bleeding anymore.
please let me change myself for you :)

ahh jiwang sangattt :/
ntah la..
makin burden with all the finals
and it mixed up with this kinda crisis.
im blurred to see tomorrow's sunshine
is it still thre 4 me??
btw thnks to khairul arifin
4 his wise advice and always thre for me :)
also amirul baharudin
its been a great time taliking to u and kongsi2 problem kita sama2...hahah :)
ok IT ahead so i have to stop now.

till then.
xoxo

p/s : sadness